Is that.... A LITTLE GREEN WORM?!

I HATE little green worms, they drive me CRAZY!

Crazy?  I was crazy once...

The men in white put me in a circle room, and told me to sit in the corner.

But there were no corners, because it was a CIRCLE!

So I just sat in the center.

I died in that room.

The little green worms came out and ate me!

Little green worms?!

I HATE little green worms!

They drive me CRAZY!

Crazy?  I was crazy once......

Just somthing to annoy your friends with.  You can keep going for hours and hours.... I went on for 20 minutes today.  It was fun...

I didn't speak today
Save for when forced.
I had a lot of time to think,
Time to observe.

They all asked me why.
I tried to speak without words.
Why can't anyone listen?
Do I need to speak to be heard?

I didn't think it was a big deal.
But I was yelled at,
Pushed down,
Called a fag.

At least they know what I was doing.
It hung over me like a flag
Screaming "Look at me!
The girl who didn't speak!"

I didn't speak today
And I learned a lot of things.
I learned our world is as judgmental as ever.
I learned about me.

This really happened today.  I was participating in the Day Of Silence.  Go to dayofsilence.org if you wanna know more, but don't yell at me when you find out what it is.

I'm awfull.  Really I am. 

I had an attack on friday, around 11.  We were playing kickball for some unknown reason on my campus, and I sudenly couldn't breath.  Went to go use my inhaler thing and It was punctured, so I panicked and was escorted to the main office.  I panicked some more, my asthma turned into a hyperventilation thing.  EMS was called, I ended up with a fire truck, an ambulence, and 10 EMT's.  The only good thing was that the EMT's were cute.  Although my judgement was skewed, because they were saving my life.  Anyway, couldn't drive home, couldn't go to the rest of my classes, and I didn't need to go to the ER because the EMT's gave me a breathing treatment at the campus. I was okay, just shakey and reeeeally tired.  So my Mom AND Grandmum drove down to the campus, picked me up, took me out to lunch, and the day was saved. 

Hooray.  Happy Friday the 13th.

Went to another birthday party, this time no flirty guys, cause it was a sleepover, y'know?  We all went over to a recording studio and sang and made demo cd's and things.  Really awesome, and quite fun.  My friends, S, has an AMAZING voice, and asked me to sing with her on one of her songs. I just about died, cause I took that as a huge compliment. So exciting!  She said she hated her voice, and I wanted to throttle her.  She's going to take all my jobs from me in New York, I just know it.  And then, she said that she wanted to steal MY VOICE! Yet another big compliment, and I will love S forever.  After the studio, we( there were 7 of us) met up at S's house and ate chips and ran around like crazy people.  Terrorized the little kids next door and stuff like that.  My wife (see last post for explanation) showed up later because she was working on choreography for the Annie musical We're putting on in town.  We all had pizza and listned to music.  My new title is "Queen of white girl club dancing." It was spaztastic.  We talked about how my friend G got completely drunk off of a glass of wine and laughed and stuff.  Em was trying to find somthing to write with and guess what she found?  A pen that completely looked like a piece of male anatomy.  IT WAS SO WRONG, but funny as hell.  Em showed it to S's older sister, who's not that much older... 23 I think?  But Her sister J was drinking a soda and projectile spat when she saw it.  Funny as hell.  We spent the next twenty minutes rolling on the floor and hyperventilating about the pen.  God, it was so wierd.  That's what happens when you get a whole bunch of girls together I guess. 

ANYway.  We did makeup and watched movies and ate frozen cake at 3 in the morning.  It was fun.  A and G gave S George the Bush for her birthday, it was really funny.  And then we all (8 of us) fell asleep on a couch made for 3 people.  We were, like, laying on top of people and I was one of the people on the bottem.  I got squished, but it was okay.

It was Flippen Spaztastic